Thursday, February 6, 2014
Missing the girl
I said goodbye to Carya on Friday- it is Thursday and I am counting the minutes I get to grab her and hear her laugh! I always get pretty weepy on my last day of travel- it was a great trip (to Belgium) with Travis and my coworkers. But oy! I need to get home to this girl!!
Thursday, October 10, 2013
Long time no post!
Not sure if anyone is out there anymore, but I just realized it has been a loooong time since I have written.
A lot of things have changed since March, 2013 (it is October, 2013...) I got a new job, Carya speaks!, she runs, she has opinions (!many!), and we bought a house! Since this is Carya's blog I will stick to her milestones. She said a lot of words for a while, picking up new ones (she had over 40 in May, if I remember correctly) often but once she hit the 19mo mark she started stringing words and thoughts together and actually making sense! Her favorite statement (at 19mo) was: No, mommy/daddy/eldas (Elvis), no!
Which brings us to her sass! Oh my, is she sassy! She is very opinionated (she picks out her clothes and gets very upset if I dress her- though I try to give her a choice, sometimes she does not like my choices). She LOVES Dora. LOVES. Dora, Boots and Maps (yes she calls the Map, Maps) may be her favorite people after Connor, Gracie and Sidney- her cousins (if we want her to do anything we tell her Connor/Gracie does it, or if she does it she can talk to/see photos of "Seeny." Bribery at it's best!) Mommy and daddy fall somewhere behind the cousins :)
She is scared of the raccoon from Over the Hedge (she saw 5min of the movie in August and still talks about the "bahcoon eating chips!") so obviously she is going to be a raccoon for halloween ;-) silly, Mommy.
And she has all her teeth! Finally! The two year old molars are in and I hear we are done for a bit after that! She did not get another ear infection after our trip to the ER (ear infection #5), as if she knew (or summer came around) that if she got another one she would need surgery.
But the fun stuff is all still there, she is ticklish, affectionate, calm, loves to read, play at the park, throw the ball for Elvis, she loves to eat ice cream, mac and cheese, and pickles, and the color green (and purple).
A lot of things have changed since March, 2013 (it is October, 2013...) I got a new job, Carya speaks!, she runs, she has opinions (!many!), and we bought a house! Since this is Carya's blog I will stick to her milestones. She said a lot of words for a while, picking up new ones (she had over 40 in May, if I remember correctly) often but once she hit the 19mo mark she started stringing words and thoughts together and actually making sense! Her favorite statement (at 19mo) was: No, mommy/daddy/eldas (Elvis), no!
Which brings us to her sass! Oh my, is she sassy! She is very opinionated (she picks out her clothes and gets very upset if I dress her- though I try to give her a choice, sometimes she does not like my choices). She LOVES Dora. LOVES. Dora, Boots and Maps (yes she calls the Map, Maps) may be her favorite people after Connor, Gracie and Sidney- her cousins (if we want her to do anything we tell her Connor/Gracie does it, or if she does it she can talk to/see photos of "Seeny." Bribery at it's best!) Mommy and daddy fall somewhere behind the cousins :)
She is scared of the raccoon from Over the Hedge (she saw 5min of the movie in August and still talks about the "bahcoon eating chips!") so obviously she is going to be a raccoon for halloween ;-) silly, Mommy.
And she has all her teeth! Finally! The two year old molars are in and I hear we are done for a bit after that! She did not get another ear infection after our trip to the ER (ear infection #5), as if she knew (or summer came around) that if she got another one she would need surgery.
But the fun stuff is all still there, she is ticklish, affectionate, calm, loves to read, play at the park, throw the ball for Elvis, she loves to eat ice cream, mac and cheese, and pickles, and the color green (and purple).
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| The Sassy Lady |
Monday, March 25, 2013
Mis-adventures
I have been doing a lot of reading about raising toddlers. My favorite one of the moment is "bringing up Bebe" which is a story about an American mother raising her children in Paris. There is a lot of talk about making your kids wait and making them realize they are not the center of the world. And this self control and realization translates to many wonderful adult attributes. And many attributes most parents (me!) strive for-- primarily- being able to take your kids out to a restaurant or friend's house for dinner. Carya is notoriously bad at acting appropriately in public places: supermarkets, restaurants, friend's houses, and this leaves Travis and me unable to talk to friends and not seem like crazy parents chasing our child around with toys, bags of cheerios, and when all else fails-- our cell phones. We made it through a course of our Seder dinner tonight thanks to Elmo's World. I feel like a terrible parent because I have to resort to this. I wish she would sit with a fork and a plate full of interesting new food and entertain herself. But alas, no.
Giving her the benefit of the doubt, she is sick, with her fifth ear infection... tubes are imminent, but until then we have another round of antibiotics to get through. They are slow to work, quick to upset her stomach, and we trade off on ibuprofen and acetaminophen as often as we medically are allowed. So yes, maybe she has a reason to act up- but it is in trying times that you think this toddler must be doing all of this just to challenge me.
We went to the ER on Friday. She was in a lot of pain and could not settle down enough to take any drugs, nap, or drink. So as Murphy's law dictates, as we parked in the ER parking garage, she settled down and began playing happily in her carseat. I decided to bring her in anyway, because 4 hours of crying is not normal. And we did discover she did have an ear infection. Poor thing, Carya inherited mommy and daddy's intolerance of pain. Makes me think she may also become a red-head since they are supposed to have less tolerance for pain (how is that for a genetic generalization!?).
I am not sure where I am going with this rambling. Just venting maybe. I know she is frustrated since she can not communicate to me what she is feeling. I know she is a good girl. I know with time she will say more than mama, dada, up, hot, dah (yes and no... very confusing), ball, baba, and aqua. I just need to be patient and cuddle my baby every chance I get. Even if she is exhausting me and making no sense....
I just hope it is not too late for us. I see more dinners in our future....
Giving her the benefit of the doubt, she is sick, with her fifth ear infection... tubes are imminent, but until then we have another round of antibiotics to get through. They are slow to work, quick to upset her stomach, and we trade off on ibuprofen and acetaminophen as often as we medically are allowed. So yes, maybe she has a reason to act up- but it is in trying times that you think this toddler must be doing all of this just to challenge me.
We went to the ER on Friday. She was in a lot of pain and could not settle down enough to take any drugs, nap, or drink. So as Murphy's law dictates, as we parked in the ER parking garage, she settled down and began playing happily in her carseat. I decided to bring her in anyway, because 4 hours of crying is not normal. And we did discover she did have an ear infection. Poor thing, Carya inherited mommy and daddy's intolerance of pain. Makes me think she may also become a red-head since they are supposed to have less tolerance for pain (how is that for a genetic generalization!?).
I am not sure where I am going with this rambling. Just venting maybe. I know she is frustrated since she can not communicate to me what she is feeling. I know she is a good girl. I know with time she will say more than mama, dada, up, hot, dah (yes and no... very confusing), ball, baba, and aqua. I just need to be patient and cuddle my baby every chance I get. Even if she is exhausting me and making no sense....
I just hope it is not too late for us. I see more dinners in our future....
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| Playing in the hospital bed. Acting like a perfectly healthy baby who did not spend the previous 4 hours screaming her head off and scaring everyone who cares for her..... |
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| "But I don't want tooo....." |
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| This is a sassy face. |
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| Yes. We see this whiny face a lot these days. This fit is caused by the fact that she hates having her hands covered. Mittens. The devil's work. |
Wednesday, February 20, 2013
Toddler-tude at 14 months
Carya has been getting frustrated lately because we just don't understand all her requests. TV! Food! Read! ???! She has been grunting a lot- "ah agh ahh!" and she gets very upset very quickly when it becomes apparent that we either don't understand or disagree with her. One of the nurses in the hospital told us she goes from 0 to 60 in seconds and that is still true.
I am reading some toddler-how-to books to help us navigate this time. Sign language works sometimes but she uses it selectively. But we know she knows the words- by sound at least. For example, last night she was eating peas and I kept saying "Peas" when she pointed to them and then she would make the sign for please. She is smart, we just need her language to catch up with her mind.
She also just had her 4th ear infection and I am currently sitting in the car outside the chiropractor's office, letting Carya sleep until our 10:45 appointment. Apparently chiropractic alignments can help cure ear infections. I will do whatever it takes to keep her off of antibiotics for her whole childhood. So while I wait for the tubes consult we will try some alternative methods!
She remains to be a wonderful, sweet, sensitive little girl who loves her doggy Elvis, her books, her school, to eat and sing and dance.
I am reading some toddler-how-to books to help us navigate this time. Sign language works sometimes but she uses it selectively. But we know she knows the words- by sound at least. For example, last night she was eating peas and I kept saying "Peas" when she pointed to them and then she would make the sign for please. She is smart, we just need her language to catch up with her mind.
She also just had her 4th ear infection and I am currently sitting in the car outside the chiropractor's office, letting Carya sleep until our 10:45 appointment. Apparently chiropractic alignments can help cure ear infections. I will do whatever it takes to keep her off of antibiotics for her whole childhood. So while I wait for the tubes consult we will try some alternative methods!
She remains to be a wonderful, sweet, sensitive little girl who loves her doggy Elvis, her books, her school, to eat and sing and dance.
Wednesday, January 30, 2013
Work Life Balance?
Travis has been traveling to the other side of the world for work lately, leaving me to take care of Carya and Elvis alone. Usually it goes fine as long as Carya (and Elvis) stays healthy and the dog walkers are available. But during Travis' last two trips, Carya has gotten sick within days (or hours!) of Travis' return.
Both times I had to bring her into work with me. I am thankful to have that flexibility- but it makes things a bit stressful. I know to be a successful woman in science (or in anything) you need to balance work life and home life and maybe even keep them a bit separate. But today my coworkers saw me as a mom, talking and singing to Carya, while doing experiments. I was mom first. I am not sure if it will have any long term impact on my career but it makes me a little uncomfortable.
But even this sick face makes me happy and helps me not care too much about the future :)
Both times I had to bring her into work with me. I am thankful to have that flexibility- but it makes things a bit stressful. I know to be a successful woman in science (or in anything) you need to balance work life and home life and maybe even keep them a bit separate. But today my coworkers saw me as a mom, talking and singing to Carya, while doing experiments. I was mom first. I am not sure if it will have any long term impact on my career but it makes me a little uncomfortable.
But even this sick face makes me happy and helps me not care too much about the future :)
Saturday, January 26, 2013
Frankenstein-walker
Our little girl is walking!
Mostly...
She looks a bit like Frankenstein while walking but slowly but surely she will get there. Running that is.
We went to a home inspection for a friend today. The house had a cat and Carya was thrilled. She is a real animal lover.
She still has a bit of "sass" and really likes to get her way but she is so affectionate and happy. Her laugh makes it all worth it!
Mostly...
She looks a bit like Frankenstein while walking but slowly but surely she will get there. Running that is.
We went to a home inspection for a friend today. The house had a cat and Carya was thrilled. She is a real animal lover.
She still has a bit of "sass" and really likes to get her way but she is so affectionate and happy. Her laugh makes it all worth it!
Wednesday, January 9, 2013
One year
Where did the time go?
The little miss is getting BIG!
At her one year appointment she weighed 21lbs 1oz (71%) and was 30in long (80%)
She is becoming a little person. She has opinions- and she lets you know what they are-- even if most of her words sound like DADA (Elvis is EE-DAH) or EH (that, or heard in a whine) or HAT-AH (light).
My new year's resolution is to keep up with this blog. One post per week so that I can look back on everything later -- when I am amazed when she turns two, three or four!
So here are some specs:
Loves: Fruit. All fruit all the time. Favorite fruits: blueberries and blackberries.
Books: Moo (from Aunt Erica), How Do Dinosaurs Eat Their Food and anything from the 12 pack of Sesame Street board books (from Susan G.).
Elvis. She loves him no matter how cranky he is- she is learning to throw his yellow Cuz ball (Pep- Pep).
Her cousins, Connor (6) and Gracie (almost 4).
Her pacifier and bottle (how are we ever going to get rid of them!?).
She is taking a few steps, but is very cautious and nervous (a bit like her mommy?!). She eats well, she sleeps very well unless she has an ear infection (has had 3 so far), and is generally a very happy little girl.
The little miss is getting BIG!
At her one year appointment she weighed 21lbs 1oz (71%) and was 30in long (80%)
She is becoming a little person. She has opinions- and she lets you know what they are-- even if most of her words sound like DADA (Elvis is EE-DAH) or EH (that, or heard in a whine) or HAT-AH (light).
My new year's resolution is to keep up with this blog. One post per week so that I can look back on everything later -- when I am amazed when she turns two, three or four!
So here are some specs:
Loves: Fruit. All fruit all the time. Favorite fruits: blueberries and blackberries.
Books: Moo (from Aunt Erica), How Do Dinosaurs Eat Their Food and anything from the 12 pack of Sesame Street board books (from Susan G.).
Elvis. She loves him no matter how cranky he is- she is learning to throw his yellow Cuz ball (Pep- Pep).
Her cousins, Connor (6) and Gracie (almost 4).
Her pacifier and bottle (how are we ever going to get rid of them!?).
She is taking a few steps, but is very cautious and nervous (a bit like her mommy?!). She eats well, she sleeps very well unless she has an ear infection (has had 3 so far), and is generally a very happy little girl.
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| Everyone is all smiles at Fiore's bakery! |
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| Learning to color! |
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| She is funny! Making faces at Mommy. |
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| Catching some extra time before bedtime with Uncle Bill! |
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| Cousins! |
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| Dinner time |
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| Peek-a-boo! |
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| The Sesame Street books! |
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| Family portrait from Christmas at the farm |
Friday, July 27, 2012
Baby Songs
My sister is getting married in January and has a blog where she is writing about all her wedding plans. Her latest post was about wedding songs! Music is a major part of my life and one of my favorite things to do is see live music. So I thought I would talk about my "Carya Songs" (especially since my sister and I have an overlap!) so I can remember all the songs that make me think of her at this age.
I have always made baby CDs for friends with new babies and have a growing library of "baby songs" since about 2000/2002 when my first friends (coworkers) started having babies. Most of these were not in the library prior to 2011 so are very Carya specific-- and are also strangely love songs... Which I guess is appropriate, you can never understand the love you have for a child until you have one of your own. It is kind of like falling in love, with a stranger.
1) Ingrid Michaelson- Keep Warm
I found out I was pregnant Thursday March 31, 2011. That weekend I saw Ingrid Michaelson live and she played this song. I had never heard it before and I started crying because the gravity of my new status set in-- I had this little being inside me and I now had to take care of it and keep it warm. This is my #1 baby Carya song.
"Eyes on the prize and I can't capsize this time
'cause there's somebody else in my boat
Used to live alone in a tomb I made my own
But now I've gone and given up my coat
And it's cold outside but I'm just fine
You are mine to keep warm
Down down down I go
On a road that I don't know
And I ain't got a thing in my bag
Some things you can not plan
Like your hand in mine Just put your hand in mine
And it's cold outside but I'm just fine You are mine to keep warm
Yeah it's cold outside but I'm just fine You are mine to keep warm
Sables and wine till the end of time you give me much more than that
Diamond rings and beautiful things Oh you give me much more than that
When you smile
You are mine to keep warm
And it's cold outside but I'm just fine You are mine to keep warm"
2) Cave Singers- Helen
That same weekend I saw the Cave Singers live and they opened with this song. Helen was a name contender from the beginning as both of Travis' grandmothers were Helen. They were both strong, amazing women and Carya is lucky to have the honor of having this name as her middle name. If people would hear this song when they heard the name Helen I think it would be much a more popular name! I love this song.
"Helen, your eyes are frozen in my brain"
3) Lesley Gore- Sunshine, Lollipops, and Rainbows
This is actually the inspiration song for Carya's first birthday party (parties?!). I have a TON of sunshine, lollipop and rainbow themed things pinned in my pinterest page. A very happy song for a very happy girl.
"everything that is wonderful is what I feel when we're together...."
4) Emmylou Harris, Gillian Welch, and Allison Krauss- Didn't leave nobody but the baby
This is Carya's lullaby. She quiets down every.single.time she hears this song. On a long drive recently I think we listened to this song 50 times. And to make matters worse, I still jumble the verses up! *Also has been on the baby lullaby CDs from the beginning!
"go to sleep you little baby..."
5) The Dejas- Beneath You
A local Boston band. I went to see them because a friend of a friend was dating the lead singer and I fell in love with this song. On the album they play it with a banjo and I am a sucker for banjos!
"...if you ever fall down, I will am the ground, beneath you."
6) Jonsi- Go Do
Ok maybe not a baby song, per se, but I wanted this song playing when she was born. It did not happen but I listened to it a ton when I was pregnant! I am sure it got through to her :)
7) The Be Good Tanyas- The Littlest Birds
I have loved this song for a while. It is a good baby song!
8) Edward Sharpe and the Magnetic Zeros- Man on Fire
One of our favorites right now. You can even see us singing it in the car together. I am a little embarrassed about this video but I think it would be something (maybe) Carya would appreciate later in life. So it is immortalized on youtube (well until youtube goes away ;-)) for her to enjoy. Crazy parents! I also have another blog (I know, how many blogs can one girl have?!) whose title is in honor of this song.
9) The Lumineers- Ho Hey
I love this song right now.
"I belong with you, you belong with me"
10) Mumford and Sons- Timshel
This is easily my favorite song off their first album and one of my favorite pregnancy moments occurred while this song was playing. Travis and I were cleaning (prepping the baby room/putting laundry away/making paths to essential places in the apartment) and I was being especially hormonal/bratty/snotty and barking orders at him. But instead of snapping back, he looked at me and sang along with the song "You are not alone in this, you are not alone..." Of course that made me cry but it added a nice perspective to the moment.
"You are the mother, the mother of your baby child, the one to whom you gave life..."
11) Seldom Scene- Hello Mary Lou
Please ignore this video, not a popular youtube song apparently! I think this will be a fun song for a little girl raised to appreciate bluegrass and banjos!
12) Sarah Jarosz- My Muse
Peaceful love song.
13) Fiona Apple- Everyday
Yes, a Buddy Holly song but I really like this version too. It has a more childish sound to it.
14) Iron and Wine- Tree by the River
There has to be at least one tree song in this mix! Travis and I are big fans of the new I&W album and this is probably our favorite song off of it.
My mix actually has quite a few more songs on it, but I think this is a good covering of the feel of it.
I have always made baby CDs for friends with new babies and have a growing library of "baby songs" since about 2000/2002 when my first friends (coworkers) started having babies. Most of these were not in the library prior to 2011 so are very Carya specific-- and are also strangely love songs... Which I guess is appropriate, you can never understand the love you have for a child until you have one of your own. It is kind of like falling in love, with a stranger.
1) Ingrid Michaelson- Keep Warm
"Eyes on the prize and I can't capsize this time
'cause there's somebody else in my boat
Used to live alone in a tomb I made my own
But now I've gone and given up my coat
And it's cold outside but I'm just fine
You are mine to keep warm
Down down down I go
On a road that I don't know
And I ain't got a thing in my bag
Some things you can not plan
Like your hand in mine Just put your hand in mine
And it's cold outside but I'm just fine You are mine to keep warm
Yeah it's cold outside but I'm just fine You are mine to keep warm
Sables and wine till the end of time you give me much more than that
Diamond rings and beautiful things Oh you give me much more than that
When you smile
You are mine to keep warm
And it's cold outside but I'm just fine You are mine to keep warm"
2) Cave Singers- Helen
That same weekend I saw the Cave Singers live and they opened with this song. Helen was a name contender from the beginning as both of Travis' grandmothers were Helen. They were both strong, amazing women and Carya is lucky to have the honor of having this name as her middle name. If people would hear this song when they heard the name Helen I think it would be much a more popular name! I love this song.
"Helen, your eyes are frozen in my brain"
3) Lesley Gore- Sunshine, Lollipops, and Rainbows
This is actually the inspiration song for Carya's first birthday party (parties?!). I have a TON of sunshine, lollipop and rainbow themed things pinned in my pinterest page. A very happy song for a very happy girl.
"everything that is wonderful is what I feel when we're together...."
4) Emmylou Harris, Gillian Welch, and Allison Krauss- Didn't leave nobody but the baby
This is Carya's lullaby. She quiets down every.single.time she hears this song. On a long drive recently I think we listened to this song 50 times. And to make matters worse, I still jumble the verses up! *Also has been on the baby lullaby CDs from the beginning!
"go to sleep you little baby..."
5) The Dejas- Beneath You
A local Boston band. I went to see them because a friend of a friend was dating the lead singer and I fell in love with this song. On the album they play it with a banjo and I am a sucker for banjos!
"...if you ever fall down, I will am the ground, beneath you."
6) Jonsi- Go Do
Ok maybe not a baby song, per se, but I wanted this song playing when she was born. It did not happen but I listened to it a ton when I was pregnant! I am sure it got through to her :)
7) The Be Good Tanyas- The Littlest Birds
I have loved this song for a while. It is a good baby song!
8) Edward Sharpe and the Magnetic Zeros- Man on Fire
One of our favorites right now. You can even see us singing it in the car together. I am a little embarrassed about this video but I think it would be something (maybe) Carya would appreciate later in life. So it is immortalized on youtube (well until youtube goes away ;-)) for her to enjoy. Crazy parents! I also have another blog (I know, how many blogs can one girl have?!) whose title is in honor of this song.
9) The Lumineers- Ho Hey
I love this song right now.
"I belong with you, you belong with me"
10) Mumford and Sons- Timshel
This is easily my favorite song off their first album and one of my favorite pregnancy moments occurred while this song was playing. Travis and I were cleaning (prepping the baby room/putting laundry away/making paths to essential places in the apartment) and I was being especially hormonal/bratty/snotty and barking orders at him. But instead of snapping back, he looked at me and sang along with the song "You are not alone in this, you are not alone..." Of course that made me cry but it added a nice perspective to the moment.
"You are the mother, the mother of your baby child, the one to whom you gave life..."
11) Seldom Scene- Hello Mary Lou
Please ignore this video, not a popular youtube song apparently! I think this will be a fun song for a little girl raised to appreciate bluegrass and banjos!
12) Sarah Jarosz- My Muse
Peaceful love song.
13) Fiona Apple- Everyday
Yes, a Buddy Holly song but I really like this version too. It has a more childish sound to it.
14) Iron and Wine- Tree by the River
There has to be at least one tree song in this mix! Travis and I are big fans of the new I&W album and this is probably our favorite song off of it.
My mix actually has quite a few more songs on it, but I think this is a good covering of the feel of it.
Wednesday, July 25, 2012
The End
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| I love this face. |
No, no. Not of this blog. Of nursing. Here is where this blog is going to take a more personal turn. Please feel free to keep reading- but be forewarned- it will be self indulgent and more for me and my memories of this process than for keeping the world updated on the happy little miss. *I will include photos though ;-)
The last time I nursed Carya was the 4th of July weekend. I am sad because I did not know it was going to be the last time and this whole ending-nursing-thing has been way harder than I thought.
When I was pregnant I knew I would breast feed, I never had a date in mind that I wanted to make it to, I knew formula was just fine (I was formula fed!) and I would do what I could- no pressure and no preconceived ideas. What I could not anticipate was how much I loved (LOVE) breast feeding and bonding with the little miss. Or how much I hate giving her formula.
Part of my problem with the formula is the cost. I should not have to pay for something that I can make completely free of cost (or should make- and not really free if you count the price of a pump- but you get the point). But this nursing trouble began with daycare. Before daycare, we spent our days together so I nursed her on demand (almost every 2 hours, maybe more often some days) and she was growing well and was satisfied. My supply was good as long as we kept up the frequent feedings.
On February 19th I had 1 month left of my maternity leave and I needed to get a freezer stock of milk so she had enough for the first week of daycare. Additionally, that first weekend after going back to work I was getting sedated for a root canal and would have to pump and dump that whole weekend-- so I needed milk for then as well. So my plan was to start formula, replace one feeding with a 4oz bottle of formula and pump at that time. The best time to do this was the last feeding. Then Travis could feed her and help to put her to bed (I got to see her all day and was more than happy to have him make his own routine with her). I do not remember the exact amounts I pumped but I never got more than 3oz per boob, even when totally full. It was not going to be easy to make a freezer stash. But I tried.
I took fenugreek, ate oatmeal, drank water, drank beer (lovely excuse!), everything anyone said to help- but nothing really did. Fenugreek helped a bit, but after a while (and me taking it everyday- not as the doctor recommended) it gave Carya diarrhea so I had to eliminate that.
Bring in daycare. Best friend and fellow new mom, Kate, warned me to be prepared for Carya to eat way more than I expected, but I had no idea. She ate 4- 5oz bottles off the bat! There was no way she ever ate that much from me, it took me 2 days to get 20oz of milk! But she got hooked. She loved the bottle, loved the speed (I also have a VERY slow let down- sometimes 15min), and slowly began to nurse poorly. She would nurse through the fast phase (1-2min) and be done and want a bottle. So I was left having to pump after her eating.
Slowly it became me just nursing her in the middle of the night and in the morning when she was sleepy and more patient. I pumped 3 times a day at work, on schedule, for 10-20min at a time. I continued all the eating, drinking, looking at her photos, anything to help my milk.
Then teething happened. On May 26, 2012 the little miss got her first tooth (bottom right)- we had no idea it was coming, I had an idea but nothing concrete- she was not fussy, not overly mouthy -- proof she was going to continue to be the poster child for perfection. Ha! You know the saying, don't count on any kind of routine with babies... yeah :)
On June 25th the little miss got her second tooth and on June 19th we had our 6mo check up. That was the beginning of the end. Carya had a mini cold the day we had our checkup and she got her shots, she had a bad reaction to the shots and got a bigger cold, a double ear infection and the teething didn't help... She got bitey. Like, really bitey. I could not put my breast in her mouth without her biting me. I tried everything the lactation consultant told me to do and nothing helped. I pretty much stopped nursing then.
On June 25th the little miss got her second tooth and on June 19th we had our 6mo check up. That was the beginning of the end. Carya had a mini cold the day we had our checkup and she got her shots, she had a bad reaction to the shots and got a bigger cold, a double ear infection and the teething didn't help... She got bitey. Like, really bitey. I could not put my breast in her mouth without her biting me. I tried everything the lactation consultant told me to do and nothing helped. I pretty much stopped nursing then.
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| She bites everything, faces, arms, so why not breasts?! |
Currently, she has started eating more (3- 6oz bottles and the one 5oz bottle, plus solid food!) at daycare and I am coming to terms with my future 5 month relationship with formula. I regularly try for some perspective: I am lucky to have access to high quality formula I can afford and I am lucky my little miss is a champion eater and loves any and all food we give her.
So on that note, here is a photo of the little miss biting my arm in the back seat of the car while we are driving and the bite marks she left...
I mean... what did I expect?! I should not have let her bite any part of me... I set myself and her up for failure. I will know better for the next one ;-)
Wednesday, July 11, 2012
New Format
This blog is not working out for me as well as I wanted so I am changing the format! It will be more of an online journal of what is going on in the life of the Ewen family. The good, the bad and the ugly. I want to remember it all, and already I have forgotten too much.
So adjust your reader- it may get to be a bit more than you want to know- but I am going to start doing this for me!
:)
So adjust your reader- it may get to be a bit more than you want to know- but I am going to start doing this for me!
:)
Tuesday, May 15, 2012
More Phone Pics
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| At her baby naming |
This edition is JAM PACKED with Little Miss photos! To make up for my absence!?!
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| With Aunt Erica- sleeping like an angel |
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| Loving the NJ Aquarium!! |
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| First plane ride!! |
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| My favorite sleepy face |
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| So sweet when she is sleeping ;-) |
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| First swings |
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| I love this girl!! |
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| not too sure yet |
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| From daycare |
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| She loves all her friends there |
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| first Cereal!!! |
Saturday, March 24, 2012
From My Phone
As it happens, people take a lot of pictures with their phones and unfortunately I do not have a smartphone (yet!) so I do not regularly upload my pictures. This edition will the the phone upload edition! Most of these are older, between 1-2months old. But still so cute :)
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| Sleeping soundly |
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| On our way to our first doctor's appointment |
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| hanging out in her favorite bouncy seat in our favorite hoodie! |
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| So long! At her 2mo appointment she was 23 3/4 in long (91st percentile) and 11.9lbs (60th percentile) |
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| I love this face |
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| even this face! |
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| on the phone? |
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| Always happy in the morning |
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| fancy outfit! |
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| Tummy time on quilt made by Suzie! |
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